April 19th, 1999
Some days I’m up and some days I’m down. Sometimes it’s yes and sometimes it’s no.
Whenever I try to do right, I end up doing wrong. If I break right, everybody else goes left. If I move forward, I guess you’ll choose to stay behind.
When I’m dreaming, it feels more real than when I’m awake. Every waking moment feels like I’m stuck in an illusion.
I always forget things I’m supposed to remember. I’m constantly reminded of the things I try to let go of.
You don’t really care, but you act like you do. I never act like it matters, but I go to pieces inside.
I’ll be waiting forever for a moment that will never come. I feel so much inside that I just go numb.
You have no idea how much I love you.
That’s the way it is…
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