March 21st, 1999
Whenever I close my eyes I feel closer to something special. I can’t explain it very well, but it reminds me of Christmas, or at least the illusion that Christmas brings.
When I think about how slow things have been, I have to remind myself that it’s not my fault. I’ve proved more than once that I can get things done on my own. All I have to do is keep moving forward, you taught me that much.
I can’t even be as negative as I used to be. Something’s changed without my interference, but I don’t hate it. I’m getting used to these new changes. I keep on living because I’m convinced that even if there isn’t any good out there, there’s good in you. That’s all I need.
You make me feel so good.
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